Demi Lovato, when I learned of your music when I was in the sixth grade, I fell in love with it. When I was in the seventh grade, I went through a horrible time in my life that can still haunt my thoughts and poke my progress on any given bad day, but your music got me through it, your album “Don’t Forget” caused me to pick up a pencil for the first time and release my own feelings through my own lyrical stints. And that started a revolution inside me. You awakened something within me. That year was still so bad for me, my writing helping me or not, but between that and your uplifting lyrics I figured out a way to emerge from that time in my life. In the ninth grade, I fell even harder into a depression, and with “Here We Go Again” only just out a few months before, I allowed that album to pull me through what was then the worst time of my life. And you helped me again, you helped me to pick up my pencil and write away everything that hurt and tell myself that one day I would emerge from everything that was wrong. When you entered treatment, all I wanted was to tell you how much you helped me and that you taught me that even if there are a year’s worth of bad days, you can always know that eventually you’ll come to a better time in your life if you fight hard enough. You came out stronger, and you wrote your best album yet, “Unbroken” and now as I find myself more depressed than I have ever, ever been in my life, and confused as to what I can do to feel better, confused as to why I even feel like this when in the past I could at this pinpoint a reason to my sadness, I look to you again. I put your music on, every.single.day. I can relate to you, and this year I’ve picked up my pencil a bunch more times and wrote my feelings away. I never would’ve had one of the most important things in my life, writing, the thing that I hold dearest to me and hold the most pride in, my lyrics, if you never inspired me to. And even as I stand here today in this state of mind, I know that eventually I’ll come out of it. But until this, your albums will be playing in my room. I can never thank you enough for what you’ve done for me as a person Demi, and I don’t even technically know you, even though sometimes I feel like I do. One day I want to sit down with you and talk about how much you’ve helped me, talk about my writing, things you thought or really meant behind your lyrics, that would be amazing. Until then, I’m going to channel my energy towards getting past this, and I know you’re always going to help me.

(Source: madmoiselle-a, via chyeahjaime)

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